Do I go to the week abroad program in new Orleans for my ideal masters program? Do I take off to Lima for the adventure of a lifetime? Even though I don’t know how I’ll fund it…do I take a management position if offered? Can’t work half-assed if I wanna play hard, the time I invest now will pay off, but I wanna dip out now! The things you don’t have now you didn’t want that bad…damn, really?